This has been pretty much a crummy week. Just really really awful.
It feels like I’ve been an emotional/mental/spiritual punching bag this week. So many people in my life have rained down blows. For all intents and purposes, almost all of the people in my life who I consider(ed?) friends have given me a swift kick in the *ahem* rear. Quite frankly I don’t think any of those people realizes what they have done, or even that the way they behaved was wrong, and God forbid any of them apologize for their behavior!
I am exhausted. I just have nothing left to give. I am physically in pain due to all this. My joints are swollen and painful, my head hurts. There’s nothing left.
I can’t even think of much of anything to write. I’m just done. I don’t mean to complain. There’s just nothing there. I have a world of responsibilities to deal with, work that needs to be done, and I sure hope I have enough to do that tomorrow. But right now I’m empty.
23/05/2010 at 8:40 pm Permalink
Everyone deserves to complain now and then. I hope things start looking up and getting easier…and I’m sorry to her about your friends. It hurts when you realize you can’t depend on those you trusted!
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